today has been a bad day. I guess those will still happen. I just feel like I have failed everything thing, wife, mother, housewife. I realized after I sent out a huge mass email about Paul and only heard from two people, that I have totally isolated myself. Which sucks, cause I'm pretty isolated in real life too. Which is fine normally, I don't mind going out and doing things alone.
I just can't seem to do anything right at all. Can't make anyone happy. Hell I can't even keep my house livable. Today bites.